Dok , aku text kau sebab aku tau aku salah 

Ignore kau semalam dengan hari ni

That's why aku text kau

Then kau boleh tanya kenapa text :/

Sedihnyaaa !

The best answer I can give , bosan 

So don't blame me

Hati aku dah lembut dah malam ni tapi kau ttbe tanya macam tu kan 

Tak tau pulak kena ada reason kalau nak text kan

Suka hati kau laa

 

As Usual

Assalamualaikum

Hm :/ lusa paper Anatomy 

Study tak abis lagi

Semalam tidur pukul 4.30am , aku pun tak tau apa aku buat

Ainil Lya Dayang tertidur atas lantai dengan kertas kertas dan buku Business Math . Comel :p

Aku bangun , betul betul bangun pukul 2.40pm -,.- teruknya kau Anes

G beli lunch then tengok Crow Zero 2 kejap then siap siap nak g training

Petang tadi buat strenght je dgn Bob ; my nightmare hihi :D joke joke

Then balik , rest kejap . Mandi lepas tu lepas tu study

Tapi kannnnnn tak ada mood laa ! Erghhhh

Dia punya pasal laa :(

Hm

Sorry Again and Again

You

Sorry for everything

Today I just like ; Annoying gila !

Haihh I don't what the hell happen to me today

Hormon tak stabil , maybe ?

Erghh sorry again

Tak ada niat nak marah or whatsoever

Today mcm pressure sikit

Yeah , pressure banyak kotttt

So please , please understand my situation

Susah kan nak stay lama dengan orang macam ni ? :)

Banyak sangat cekadak

You choose your path

And you should know what is the best for you and your entire life

Toodles

 

BILA DIA CALL , AKU START NYANYI 

TAPI DIA TAK PAHAM -.,-

SEDIH DOK

Hari ini ini ini ini

 

Assalamualaikum fellas :)

Ada orang salah paham :p haha apa apa je laa

Bukan benda penting nak pikiakkk

Tadi paper SPS155 ; PROFESSIONAL ACTIVITY (SWIMMING AND GOLF)

Phewww mcm haram siakk

Tak sama langsung dgn last sem and last last sem punya

Apa je -,-

Elak repeat je next sem :(

Today asyik nak marah je

Pantang orang cari pasal , mmg maki makan dia

Pui

Kesian dia haha sorry yayang

Next paper ahad ni SPS113 :0

Mati laa kau kali ni Anes -.,-

Gtg beby

Toodles

 

BARU TAU ADA ORANG COPY KIERA'S AND ANES'S PUNYA BLOG 

HAHAHAHAHAHA :D

KELAKAR DOKKK , RILEKS SUDAH

KESIAN PUN ADA -,-

SEBIJIK PULAK TU PUI HAHA

TIDAK MENGAPA YA , AKU PAHAM ORANG MCM KAU PFFTTTT :P

Someone missing , help me

 

Assalamualaikum :)

Hello new day ! Hihi merepek si bodoh ni :p

Today do nothing

Bangun pagi macam biasa je

Tapi kan tapi kan tapi kannnn

Dari semalam Lia tak balik bilik , weird 

Dayang kata dia g bilik kawan , okay spongebob dia pun tkd

Tapi tak balik bilik pun smlm , Lia bukannya suka tidur bilik orang

Msg tak reply , call tak angkat 

Kenapa ni ? This mornig pun sama

Haihh dia onl then im dia , tak reply punggggg :/

Apa nak buat ni , clueless

Okay then petang mcm biasa training kan

Tapi today Bob suruh main gym 

Mati laa aku -,- hihi

Esok paper SPS155 , Golf and Swimming

Then after two days , paper SPS113 Anatomy :)

Betul betul matiiiiiii

Okay till here beby

Toodles

 

Precious Time :')

OKAY I MISS THIS MUCH ! TURN BACK TIME , CAN I ? HM :'(

Different

Assalamualaikum . Entry kali ni lain sikit rasanya dengan before ni kan , entah ttbe nk tukar pulak . Hari ni seharian dalam bilik , tgk korea and study cuma tadi malam g jumpa dia . Tak tau apa kena malam ni , tapi aku dah realise something . University life was totally different from mine . And sangat lain dengan sekolah , kalau sekolah dulu everything yang kita buat mesti sama sama kan . Tak kira laa time susah ke senang ke always sama sama . And university life ? Yeahh ada sorang senior pernah gtau aku , dekat u lain dengan sekolah . Semuanya lain ; belajar , how you spend your money and friends . Dekat U , tak boleh nak expect lebih dari apa yang ada kan ? Susah nak dapat kawan yang betul betul kawan . Tak maksudkan semua kawan kat sini useless , no exactly no . Cuma nak dapat sahabat mmg susah , kawan ramai sangat . Mula mula mmg rapat , tp at the end ? Haihh entah laa . Sedar tak sedar , aku pun terjebak sama dalam symptom ni . Since final week ni , aku pergi mana mana semuanya sorang je . Kadang kadang dengan dia . Macam hidup dalam dunia sendiri . So , aku tak boleh nak pertikaikan orang lain kalau dorang buat benda yang sama kan ? Ingat tu Anis . Haih . What do you expect Anis ? Kau take something tu too serious and mcm penting sangat , tapi pihak lagi satu tak pun . Kau work hard sangat Anis . Come on , kau ingat ni zaman sekolah ? Friendship forever , friendship never end and friendship is the most important ? Woww , mimpi semua ni . Aku rindu sangat dulu dulu . Mungkin macam budak budak and mesti ada yang cakap , wake up ! Dah besar kan ? Hahh I know but aku nak request something . Please bring me home ? Bring back my world , bring back my everything :'( Please Ya Allah . I don't know what to do . Can't wait to meet mama ayah along abang adik and my Syakira :( Miss you guys so muchhh , cuma Allah je yang tau apa yang ada dalam hati ni . Be strong Anis , be strong .

DELETED

Budin's

Hope this will be lasting forever . Aminnnnn :)

Angel

...

 

Yesterday and today was absolutely sucks

Yeah semalam I have no mood at all

Poor him . Sorry yayang I didn't mean it

They ask me out but I refuse , I have no mood kan ? So bilik je laa

And today pun tkd mood lg 

Tapi dah gtau dia awal awal sorry if tk reply msg dia and tk angkat call

Serious tkd mood

Msg call semua aku tak layan

And dia ttbe nak marah marah

Okay honestly , kecik hati sangat sangat dgn dia

Can you please understand me sayang ?

And the best part is dia tanya should we stop ? Whatthe haihh

Actually benda ni tkd kena mengena pun dgn dia 

Tapi dia start marah marah mcm tu haihh

Aku rply baik baik tp dia ?

I think silent is much better

 

Third Day

Assalamualaikum fellas 

Today ; CSC134 paper 

And td dlm dewan I was like , blurrrrr

Okay with objective , but essei ? Err okay time to sleep ! :p

Dalam DSG td mmg YaAllah sejuk gilaaaaaaa -- tu yg rasa nk tidur je kan

Aku jawab tutup mata laa wehh <---- tidur haha

DSG stands for DEWAN SEJUK GILA haha :D

Okay then done with paper CSC , 3 more paper to go --

Then focus on training for KARISMA 

Okay thats all peps

Need to kemas mengemas my room yg sangat berkecah ! 

Xoxo

Majal Yal

Assalamualaikum :)

Hari ni macam biasa je

Okay tak biasa !

Aku kena majal -..-

Macam yal tau takkkkkk ! Grr

Buat malu je haha

Training mcm biasa brahh

Tkd apa pun yang penting sebenarnya

Faizal dah balik :p

And and andddd aku dapat kolej untuk semester depan hehe alhamdulillah

Ramai kot SR yang tak dapat

UPK saje je nak kenakan SR . Pui

Gtg people

Toodles

KAU STALKER YANG MELAMPAU

KESIAN -,-

Missing

 

#nw Oh Yeah

Okay I really miss this

Sekarang ni famous betol

"letak tangan di dada , mata pandang ke atas"

Actuallt dah lama kot benda alah ni tp still kelakar

Masa first time keluar kat Oh Yeah kat Astro Warna dulu

Time tu form5 which is last year laa kan ? Haaaa

Aku dengan Syakira Othman gila Oh Yeah

Masa tu kteorg buat mcm Professor Sentaphatimaknak pun orang tak paham

Hahhhhh kteorg mmg big fan laa yal LOL

Haihhh

Rindu gilaaa dgn Syakira Othman

Dia je yang paham lawak bodoh aku yang tak lawak sangat :/

Bila nak jumpa niiiii

Missyou

 

Budak Berlagak . Bodoh

Assalamualaikum fellas 

Today nothing much

Malam g makan luar dgn Raja Din Zura Yus

Wish Faizal were here 

Then ada dua cerita kat sini 

Geram aku malam ni grr 

First ; budak berlagak

Aku turun van td ttbe ada budak tegur

'Anis Syahidah ?'

'Kenal Syakira Othman tak ? Sigs ? Satu sekolah rendah dgn dia . Sekolah EC , Maktab Sultan Abu Bakar'

WHATTHEHECK !

Tak payah nak mention sgt laa sekolah kau tu wehh mcm aku ni cikai sgt je tak tau

Helooooo yang kau tanya ni bestie Syakira Otham laa <--- mcm yeye

Sebut EC sudah wehh 

Eh jap jap , aku tak pernah nmpk kau pun ? 

Kita sama batch kan ? Tak pernah kenal kau pun -- nmpak sgt tak hot . Pui

Lepas tu tanya aku ni Johor ke dah tentu kau tgk gmbar aku ngn Kyra kan takkan aku duduk Sarawak pulak -..-

Susah laa mcm ni

Goodnight

Sleep tight

Muhasabah diri . Cool Anis , cool 

Toodles

 

  Rambut aku dah panjang macam ni hehe :)

Second Day

Assalamualaikum fellas :)

Today was the second day of our final weeks

Paper CTU101

Woww ! Susah --

Esei dia nak ke mana sehh grr

Redha je laa haha tp no need to be so worried cause 42% dah ada dalam tangan !

Ngehngeh 

Nothing much today

After paper lepak kejap kat fast track then balik bilik

Tengok movie , tidur #macambiasa haha

Sampai terlajak tak pergi training

Hehe sorry taiko :p

Lagi pun hujan ! Angin kuat gila mcm memahami je kan haaaa

Next paper ? This Saturday , CSC134

Lagi blurr

Okay nunite

Toodles

Mama Kataaaa

MAMA PESAN ;

BACA AL-FATIHAH 40 KALI

BACA SURAH YASIN AYAT 58 , 15 KALI

NIAT AMALKAN SEBANYAK YANG MAMPU

DAN MAMA PUN MENDOAKAN KEJAYAAN ANIS

AMIN :)

Vierra - Bersamamu . This is for you Yayang :))

Favourite :) Bersamamu by Vierra

Memandang wajahmu cerah
Membuatku tersenyum senang
Indah dunia
Tentu saja kita pernah mengalami perbedaan
Kita lalui
Tapi aku merasa
Jatuh terlalu dalam cintamu
Ku tak akan berubah
Ku tak ingin kau pergi s’lamanya

Ku kan setia menjaga mu
Bersama dirimu dirimu
Sampai nanti akan s’lalu
Bersama dirimu

Saat bersamamu kasih
Ku merasa bahagia dalam pelukmu
Tapi aku merasa jatuh terlalu dalam cintamu
Ku tak akan berubah
Ku tak ingin kau pergi s’lamanya

Seperti yang kau katakan
Kau akan selalu ada
Menjaga memeluk diriku dengan cintamu
Dengan cintamu

Saat bersamamu kasih
Ku merasa bahagia dalam pelukmu

I Want To Do This

1st Paper Done

Assalamualaikum fellas :)

Now 2.48pm and it's too early kan entry kali ni haha well me

Baru je balik dari library td dgn yayang :)

Alhamdulillah , satu paper dah lepas ! Yayy

BEL120 

Quite easy laa tp 30% je kot , 70% carry mark . Whattheheck --

Tomorrow CTU101 pulak

Haaa yang ni walaupun subjek agama tapi susah dia , mak aihh

Haha nampak tak kejahilan kat situ ? :p

Esei susah , confirm

You can do it Anis ! 

Haihh got training this evening

Scared :(

People change

To be more better or more worst 

Who knows ?

We have to respect their choice

What they gonna to be and which path they going to choose

I just miss the old you but yeah it's okay , I guess

I hate misunderstanding , totally hate it

and

Explanation is the most important thing in a relationship

So , please . I'm begging

If the distance is the best way , I will

For others sake , yeah

Tomorrow :)

Assalamualaikum

Hello fellas :)

I think today is Sleepy Day laa

Asyik nak membuta je --

Padahal esok dah start final dahhhh 

Fisrt paper , BEL120 hahhhh risau pasal essei 

Grammar mcm haram -.- haha

19 September until 7 October

Then we'll enjoy our semester break

Enjoy ke ? Haha

I have to stay here a lil bit more longer than everyone

Latihan Pusat for a week then off to UiTM Segamat

Wish me luck <3

Malam baru hard sikit study ngehngeh

Gtg 

Toodles :)

Gym Class Heroes: Stereo Hearts ft. Adam Levine

Home :'(

Sorry

Dear you

I am so sorry

I'm not perfect enough for you

Hurting you silently with my annoying attitude . Sorry

Sorry for disappearing for today

I'm not mad at all

Not answer you call , not reply your text
I just need time to chill
You don't need to worry

Final Examination Timetable September 2011 for Faculty of Sport and Recreation

I miss mom

I miss her

I miss Johor Bahru

I miss home

I miss my old life

I want it back please :'(

I Will Be-Avril Lavigne

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down but it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe 'cause you're here with me

And if I let you down, I'll turn it all around
'Cause I would never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay

Without you I can't breathe
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I got, you're all I want, oh
'Cause without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see you're all I need?

And I will be, all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay

p/s : this song is for you , sorry .

Tears Day

15.09.2011 Thursday

Great day ever

Before start training , aku dah meleleh sebab nak sangat baca surat tu

Then masa training berapa kali aku menangis

Tension dengan surrounding 

I just want to give the best for my team

Tapi kalau setakat pacak pun aku tak boleh buat

Apa nak jadi ni Anis ?

Teruk laa aku ni 

Memang dah lama aku tak menangis time training

Dulu pernah dua kali

Sekali dengan Adin , sekali dengan A.Indera

Now dengan Nawah :p

Tapi , aku tau tu semua dia buat untuk kebaikan aku jugak

Haziq dengan Bobo kaunseling aku semalam

Lepas tu Nawah datang lagi laa aku menangis :'(

Tak cukup lagi lepas habis training baru dapat surat dari dia melalui Faizal

Terus meleleh

Okay semalam sangat tertekan . Sangat sangat tertekan

Haihhh

So no phone call , no messaging

I just want to stay in my room 

Yeahhh

Erghh

Assalamualaikum 

Today kan , grr sangat tough !

Pasal assignment , haihh sedih !

Supposed to be kerja senang , just submit je time class swimming

Tapi mengenangkan kawan yang terdelete assignment dia then dia hantar lambat sikit

So kesian punya pasal kan haaa tunggu laa

Last last dia taak siap sampai laa ni aku punya lambat hantar --

Tu satu laa kan then aku tak balik bilik dari pagi

Terbaik ! 

Wearing baju kurung for the whole day --

Serious serabut

Got a lil problem dgn dia lagi

Malam test math , sampai tertidur tidur aku jawab test . Dah laa aircond rosak !

Okay sangatttttt tension :(

Plus tak berapa nak sihat kan today . Flu :(

Ingatkan taknak g training sebab memang tak larat 

Tapi mengenangkan TRAINING kan so go je laa

Training macam biasa tapi kali ni kejam sikit haha

Okay till here

Toodles

3:48am

Sekarang pukul 3:48am 

Aku mengantuk nak mamposss sebenarnya zzzzz -.-

Tapi nak update jugak even td dh update :D <--- tiba tiba segar

Tadi training silat mcm biasa

KARISMA dah nak dekat kan 

Nak emas mesti training mcm emas <--- ayat seniorrrr haha

So tadi yg lain training olahraga , aku training seni memandangkan aku main seni aje

Muiz kata better main seni je

Aku pun agree sebab ni baru first time main tunggal , mcm hebat pulak kan kalau nak main dua . Pui 

So , alhamdulillah tadi dah hafal buah tunggal :) yippiiiiii

Tinggal nak mantapkan je ecehh yeyessss haha

SUHAIZAD ZULKIFLI <--- Dia ni selalu sangat kacau aku grr pyscho gila haha menyakat mcm hapaaaa tapi dia best , seorang kawan yg baik :D 

Okay tu je sebenarnya nak cakap

Dah lama takda gambar baru kan

Tkpe , later laa

Goodmorning :D Toodles